| I forgot about this. |
[10 Oct 2006|02:58pm] |
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I cant remember the last time i wrote. I couldent even remember my password.
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| Incubus |
[30 Jun 2005|01:53pm] |
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count your blessings
Seduce a stranger
Dont ever let life pass you by
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| SOmetimes i feel like i know strangers beter then i know my friends... |
[28 Jun 2005|01:35pm] |
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Ben Harper>roses from my friends |
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Sometimes I feel I know strangers
Better than I know my friends
Why must a beginning
Be the means to an end
The stones from my enemies
These wounds will mend
But I cannot survive
The roses from my friends
When the last word has been spoken
And we’ve beared witness to the final setting sun
All that shall remain is a token
Of what we’ve said and done
When all we’ve had has been forsaken
Distant church bells no longer ring
That’s the sound of a heart taken
And the story of tears from a king
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| Im in love...and its going to last<3 |
[22 Jun 2005|08:54pm] |
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Dreams>cranberries |
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I have been sleeping at stephens teh last couple of days. His parents were in mexico. Today we woke up and talked about kids names and he told me how beautiful i was. Im really happy. ITs almost a year.
-Tabby
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| In which he pretends he dosent care about her... |
[16 Jun 2005|01:08pm] |
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Stephen called me the night after are little departure and told me we couldent break up beause we are meant to be and its obvious. I was so happy my jaw hurt from smiling. I slept at his house that night and i cryed as we had a huge talk about everything that has happened over the year. ALot of our group have tumbled down a dark hole and we reministed aboout the parties we use to have. Im glad were not done, i cant imagine myself with anyone else.
-Tabby_
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| The worse mistake of my life.... |
[14 Jun 2005|12:43am] |
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Scientist>coldplay |
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I broke up with stephen tonight. I dont no exactly why...I did. Something happened and i forgot who i was or maybe its me and thats what happened. Im not good in staying in relationships for long. I get scared and run and thats what i did. He had no facial exspression when i did it. But it was done.....I looked at him and that was it...10 months ended in the matter of 5 minutes probably less. I just broke up with someone that i couldent have loved more...and i dont know why. My heart feels like its being pulled apart but its myself i have to blame. I feel really alone, mainly because its him i go to when i feel like this. I feel undone, incomplete and like i just made the worse mistake of my life.
ANd then thEre WaS noThiNg....
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| Last nite was fun because we did nothing<3 |
[05 Jun 2005|11:14am] |
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QUEEN |
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Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I’m just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me
Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now he’s dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didn’t mean to make you cry-
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-
Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Body’s aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-i’ve got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I don’t want to die,
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all-
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| Thank god.... |
[01 Jun 2005|06:33pm] |
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Holiday>Green Day |
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It feels good to be home back to my sheltered life. This weekend was way to scary.
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| please sweet lips give me my sin again.... |
[28 May 2005|09:25am] |
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holiday>greenday |
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Last night was interesting. I met nick and lee from this band.I remember nick having some nice ink on his arm, oddly he goes to a tattoo place right near here. I met This cool guy named tim, who i toook entireley to many shots of Jack Daniels with. Eveyone kept telling me that they had never met a girl who like whiskey, but i do:) Amber invited me to the wedding. Mike Came over!! i havent seen him in so long. Me and bob sang to Mulin Rouge realllly loud. Brandon has hikkies all over his neck from a girl who is older than me. Chris was the only sobebr one and made sure everyone got home safe, hes the best. I stumbled in and stephen is all pissed at me. Whatever, i dont regret anything from last nite. There partyign again today, bob said it would be ok if i came. To tell you the truth i dont care if stephen gets mad at me, last nite i realized being around people that arent so serious helps you just relax and not be so sad. Im actually really happy today and i had a great time last nite.
_Tabby-
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| You fucking fashion trends are bad kids piss me off...pay attention to you |
[23 May 2005|12:08pm] |
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THe wallflowers>one headlight |
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Sometimes i think people try so hard to be differnt they wind up the same. I get there are trends and emo and punk and all thease groups but when you try so hard not to fall into them you end up being the same. you end up not being you, you stay away from things you are actually intrested in because they are in and you want to be differnt. But who cares if you like it. Dosent it make you differnt or stronger by not caring. By the way..I have tattoos,bellybutton ring,my toung is pirced,my lip soon will be....Guess what call me a sell out...but im not afraid to be who i am and i would never lie or try to cover it up...I just dont give a fuck. So how about you try it you over hyper ass hole take a fucking valum and drink it down with vodka and go back to dancing on fucking clouds.....
-Tabby-
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| Beeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr |
[07 May 2005|09:45pm] |
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getting mangeled with chris.......old times......
Stephen got mad at me........im sad
-tabby
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| Ugh hangg over....... |
[30 Apr 2005|09:55am] |
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PINK FLOYD>wish you were here |
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Bobby told Danielle he wanted to marry her. Stephen said we are meant to be. Last nite was one of the most sereal nights of my life. Everyone has never been so together. I wish you were here, i miss you ash...
-Flip-
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.
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| Cinderella, they are sluts like you |
[24 Apr 2005|02:31am] |
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TOnight was prom and it was amazing.... the dance itself sucked but me and stephen danced to this song that made me fall even more in love with him then i already am..Anyone that gets to feel this kind of love even if it is just temporary are more more lucky then they can imagine, i love being in love with you, it makes the storm seem like sunshine...
-Flip_
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| What the fuck??? |
[21 Apr 2005|09:28pm] |
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Green day>brain stew |
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TOday has kinda sucked...School felt slow and work was hard and reallly annoying...I have no idea what kind of mood I am in. I reallly just feel like what the fuck. I dunno its kinda a hard feeling to explain....whatever.
_flip-
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| Smoke |
[20 Apr 2005|12:21pm] |
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REligion class |
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HAPPY 4:20 everyone!!!! Smoke up and eat alot. By the way I love my life and Stephen alot and im so glad id dient fall for anything fake and obviously not as meaningful as they made it sound.....I love everyone be happy!!!!
x0xo0xo0xo0xo
-Tabby-
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| Stars........... |
[02 Apr 2005|11:28am] |
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Automatic black>crash and burn |
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So I went out to breakfast today with my mom, stephens dad and his little brother. Its kinda funny that are parents are friends. The whole time i felt uneasy. I went to the bathroom and must of puked a buket of barf. Not to be to graphic ha ha. Anyway i have felt like crap for like 4 days. School starts back up on monday and im actually getting depressed thinking i will have to go back to that academy of lies. I hate that place more then anything. Its like wakeing up and going to hell trying to be heaven. I feel so sick and really cold. the stars were amazing last night. Look at the stars look how they shine for you and all that you dooo
_Flip-
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| bye bye beautiful dont bother to write |
[28 Mar 2005|11:33am] |
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Tiny Dancer>elton john |
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SO much has happened, yet im still here, right where i have been. Ashley died. My mind has not gotten around the idea that i will never be around her again. Its worst to know i was just with her i was just at her party laughing and having fun and now shes dead. I have been going threw so many thoughts and emotions. Everything is really in side myself. I think tomorow will be better.
x0xox0
_flip-
p.s the boys have started calling me flip...
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| FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK |
[13 Mar 2005|02:54am] |
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My sweet prince>Placebo |
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TOnight sucked
last nite sucked
this was probably the worst weekend of my life
Im so fucking sad and on top of everything im pissed off.
Im right back were i started and im fearing this circle will never stop spinning. God im so fucking pissed
-Tabby-
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